Good morning! Today the sky is grey. Time to create my own sunshine. ❤
Have you ever woken up and realized something you have been trying to figure out for years? It suddenly makes sense out of the blue. That was me this morning. It’s nice to understand things, but sometimes you wish they would come about much faster.
I suffer from CPTSD/anxiety, like many others. I wake disorientated. I forget where I am & I’m sad. I’m not depressed. I need to remember it’s the past. I am #grateful for each breath I take, for my family, friends & life. I relive the grief every morning, but I’m okay.
I have a tiny family and spend a lot of time alone. To survive, I’ve had to let go of many toxic people. It wasn’t easy, love is love, and it doesn’t tell you, ‘hey, they are toxic, you can’t love them,’ it just is. My world consists of my mom, son and friends I’ve brought into my family along the way. Family isn’t always blood. It’s love, devotion and loyalty—kind of like the wolves.
#youaremywolf
❤
I walk a lonely street
Searching for the love I lost
I hunger
With each breath I take
Longing for you
Dreaming of the day we’ll meet
I take a breath in the hope to save you
Knowing you’re drowning as I am
Praying you felt my touch
As I reach into the blue azure
While running from the dark
I howl each night
Clawing at the moon as I climb the stars toward freedom
It knocks me down
But I get up
Hurt, but my heart sees you
I lick my wounds
And rise to the light
Fighting for my dreams
I know you’re there
I can sense you
You and I will always be
❤ ❤ ❤
Have a lovely day. ❤

It seems it takes a lifetime to understand what we have been trying to figure out for years and even in a lifetime we dont get it all.
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Yeah, it sure does, but the moment it hits feels like a lifetime of knowledge.
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That’s a very good point.
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Thank you! 🙂
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