I Step Off My Lonely Throne

Good morning! It’s Saturday! I have a lot on my mind. I am back to not sleeping well, and my nightmares bring up a lot of thoughts. I’m not in a bad mood nor am I off the wall sad today just deep in thought.

Do you ever wonder what it’s like to walk in someone else shoes?
I always wondered what it was like to be someone else, not that I wanted to be, but the curiosity was there. I love who I am, but I don’t love my luck. Some might say I wouldn’t have any if I didn’t have bad luck. However, I have been quite lucky, so I have to wonder what’s up with the negative things happening in my life. Is it chance, or is it karma from a past life? Maybe it’s the wrong place and the wrong time. PTSD sure can mess a person up.
The one thing I do have is faith, and that has carried me through the years. It’s been enough to get me through the tough times.
I thought about that over the years, and I may be right, or I could be way off, but I don’t think luck exists. I believe hard work gets you where you want to be in life, and you get nowhere without it.
So here is to all your hard work. May you get whatever your heart desires and be blessed with all the love and riches you can find out of life.

My heart is a bit tangled
My emotions all jumbled in
No one understands me
Not that I let them in
I sit upon my lonely throne
And watch life pass me by
Not a word
Or a Smile
Just a pain within
I see the dark clouds surround me
But the sky around is blue
I wonder where they come from
And why they choose my life
I ride this train of sorrow
A quiet place it is
I search for the light from all of you
To guide me through the dark
And yet I see no light
Coming from no one in sight

Charlotte Kempe

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