Good morning! Happy Saturday!
I’m here and awake. My PTSD keeps creeping back. I get up, I fight it, and I keep going. All I can do is be strong.
❤
#itsmeagaingod
I wake
I breathe
Yet it’s not that simple
Each day
I step into the darkness
As my eyes open
My nightmares wait for me to come alive
I panic
Trying to take a breath
But it strangles me
I speak to God
Yet I wonder if he listens
I am here alone
Dying each day
My heart throbbing
As my darkness drowns me in love
I try to run
But my feet won’t leave the ground
I scream for God
But silence echoes
My soul is locked away
In a crate beneath the sea
Where my tears swarm my heart
Whispering you’ll never be free
I hiss
I snarl
My beast begs to be free
She’s my safety
She will carry me to the light
Then sit in the shadows and wait for me to heal
Somedays she is my only friend
She holds me tight
Burning from the light
I see her tears, and she gives me everything
She ever wanted to be
Jupiter Rose 
Hello dear Jupiter Rose. On Friday, I will roam to Barnes and Noble. Seek more of your books. I hope you are well and you are enjoying the days of Summer.
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Hi, John! Did you enjoy the last one?
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Almost done with. I worked my last night on Sunday. I am resting-up. I am enjoying the book. I liked the struggle of surviving six months and the characters trying to understand. I will start reading on Wednesday. I must make copies of one year of story and poetry today and tomorrow. My goal, get organized. I have 20 stories done and four needing a closure. 2500 poems needing editing. I will be busy for a long time. I will to be like you. A published writer dear Jupiter Rose.
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You’ll be published someday. You are a hard worker.
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I must become a hard worker dear Jupiter. You did so good. Your name on many books and being read/appreciate.
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It’s not so hard if you love what you do.
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I hope. I will need a editor. Thank you dear Jupiter Rose for your kind words. I do appreciate the communication.
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Always, John! ❤
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