Good morning! Happy Friday!
Today’s going to be a good day. I’m determined to make it the best Friday ever. The sun hasn’t risen yet. The moon still lingers in the dark sky. I can’t see it, but around 4:30 AM, it will be in front of my window if it’s not too cloudy.
Life has its own way of getting things done. I won’t pretend to understand, nor am I happy when it doesn’t go my way. However, I go with the flow and do my best. What else can I do?
I live in BC Canada. My family is overseas in a small country called Georgia. We got separated during covid. It’s been over two years since they have been back to Canada. Life keeps getting in the way.
- Cost of flight
- Pets
- Housing
- Passport issues
- Health
- Covid
I’ve been here by myself without them. It’s hard. I’m watching my kid grow up on the other side of the world… without me. My family means the world to me. I feel lost without them. Which doesn’t help my #PTSD. Plus, my emotional support dog for my PTSD is with them. (Not helping me much at this time) So I have decided that at the end of the year if I can raise the money I will go to Georgia. (To stay)
Life is what it is. When life hands you lemons, turn them into limes.
❤
#Alone
My wolves exist
My dark and light
They walk by my side
Yet they’re far away
We’re together
In my heart
But not in sight
I ache
I cry
Agony tears my soul apart
As I hunt
And run through each night
Searching for a way
To be by their side
A silent scream explodes
Behind my shivering lips
As I realize life has me trapped
I’m in a paper boat
Sinking in the middle of the sea
By myself
Alone
Without them by my side
I take a breath
Drowning in the sorrow
My dark has created
I hold my light
High in the sly
Hoping it will guide me as I fall
When I land
I pray it’s somewhere safe
And with a running start
I’ll hunt again
Repeatedly until I find them
For this heart is broken
I will never give up
My wolves howl
I will answer them
Even if it’s with my last breath
❤
Have a beautiful day.

I want to go with you dear Jupiter Rose. I researched the country Georgia.I love the ancient cities. When I was station in Germany in 1976-1980. Most of Europe was communist. We were not allowed to visit. I hope you will.
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John, I was in Gernany too in 1985-87. I loved it. Batumi Georgia is an old city. ❤
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I was station in Germany with the Army in 1976-1980 dear Jupiter Rose. I understand your need to go home. I saw 40 countries and 48 states. I ended up 12 miles from my birth in Detroit. Good morning from Michigan.
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Good morning from BC Canada. ❤
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I would love to visit BC Canada. I live on the border of Ontario. Canada had the great forest. Maybe someday dear Jupiter Rose. I am retired now and I watch three grandchildren daily. I know. I must attempt traveling again. I dislike airports.
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I don’t know if anyone likes airports. I do love to travel. ❤
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Me too. I will in June, next year. Maybe Europe? Have a fun and safe day dear Jupiter Rose. I found a 100 unpublished poem in a 1990 journal. I am writing them to the computer now.
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Have a beautiful day, John. ❤
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Thank you dear Jupiter Rose.
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